So, my general well-being is a bit low at the moment. Even after a week off, I am still tired, my body is still rebelling against me and work is still.....well.....work. Work is the major cause of my problems. My boss is still useless, my head office are still atop their ivory towers and I still do not want to go to work. The problem is, as I'm feeling low, it makes it incredibly difficult to make any changes to make things better. Catch 22.

At least I am going out a bit more. That, I have realised, is better than sitting at home and stewing on my problems. The holiday did help, although I think I slept through most of it. It was nice not having to get up and go anywhere or do anything. I did not go up t'north in the end. My friend forgot I was coming up. In a way I was relieved as it gave me more chance to relax, but I really want to make the effort to go up and see them.

As I am off for two whole days this week (Excited!), I think an outing is due on one of those days. I am tempted to go out on my own, somewhere quiet, just for a walk. Weather dependant, of course......

.........and as I couldn't go out last week, I think I will go out. You see, I was supposed to go out for Halloween. I had my outfit ready - Zombie Schoolgirl, I had done all my preparation, I was ready to go. Then, he throws a spanner in the works by getting in a strop with work. Yet again, I lost out. I shouldn't be surprised really, I never thought that me being around was going to be easy. Finding time for one person is tiring enough, let alone two people!! As long as I don't get pushed aside all the time and can come out to play, frequently and when time allows, it should work. Shouldn't it? 

I will make the effort to take her out - hopefully it will calm me down a little. Not seeing my boss for three days will help as well. Onwards and upwards.......