Now it's my turn! So, he has given you a little taster as to where I am at in my mind and what is going to happen in the future (hopefully!). It is good to be appreciated and given the chance to get out more. I am enjoying myself and that reflects positively on the person around me. That in turn then means that we can become ourselves and start to finally grow into the person who we feel we should be. That can only be good, right?

I have been shopping on ebay again - don't tell him, he'll only moan - just for a few essentials (and maybe a new hairdo!). The sum total of my purchases is a make up bag, an over the shoulder handbag and a wig.....and a new cleavage enhancing stick on bra. Well, this gurl needs all the help she can get!! Mother nature didn't intend me to have natural curves, so I have to create my own! Pic's will be posted next week of my purchases once I have decided on my shopping outfit. 

Shopping.......It's that time again. My monthly trip out with my good friend. I do look forward to these trips out. She has been very good to me, as has her partner, in accepting me and nurturing me and giving me the opportunity to express myself. For that, we will be eternally grateful.  This is helping my confidence, my appearance and my self belief that I have in myself, that I can be who I want to be. It may come to a point where I want to be around all the time, if I feel that is the way forward. Only time will tell.

Party time.......I have been invited to the birthday party of another gurl. A customer of mine, also likes to be let out once in a while. As we have got to know each other in a work environment, we wanted to see each other outside of that environment and see the people behind the facade. We have seen photos of each other and now we should finally be able to meet properly. This is a bit scary for me, as the party is being held in a pub, in a small village, in the middle of the countryside. The locals know as she goes in all the time, so they should be receptive, but I will have to be on my guard as there may be some negativity - I have been warned as it has happened before to her. It's a leap I need to take though - the only way I am going to gain confidence is by going to new places, meeting new people and being me and being who I want to be.................and I love being me!! xxxx