For once, a happier post. As I am feeling better, the world is currently looking a little rosier. I have been eating better, so I am feeling better, which in turn makes life a little bit easier. After the past few months, things could only get better.

So, what's changed? Not much, my job is still causing me grief, my manager is still useless, I'm still single, I still have a malaise about me, however, I am embracing my new found depth of sleep, my new found love for my alter ego and my new way of doing certain things. The sleep issue has been one of my biggest problems for many years. Sleepless nights, light sleep and broken sleep have taken their toll on my mental and physical health. Since I started to feel really unwell, I have found that on my days off, instead of waking up at, say, 7am and then not being able to get back to sleep, I have been sleeping in until at least midday - actual sleep - not just dozing. I have even been having a few minutes napping at work at lunch times. This has been very welcome and has, in no small part, contributed to my current better mood. Long may it continue!

On to my new love for my alter ego. As she is now going out more and her look and transformation process is becoming more refined, I am enjoying having her around more. She is going out next week - shopping in the local city with a good friend -and she has been invited to a party of another 'alter-egoist' in a couple of weeks. That will be a real test for her, as she hasn't been seen by the birthday boy/girl, other than in photo's and the fact that no-one at the venue will be known to her. Scary times! This is the leap she needs to make if she is to keep evolving and growing in confidence. 

Now for the new way of doing certain things. After my comments in a previous post regarding smoothing out the edges of my blokeness, I have been trying to refine the little things I do and say. Just little changes, like the way I hold things, the way I stand, the way I sit, the way I drive and the increased emphasis on improving my appearance, just by ironing my clothes and shaving more regularly. This is also having a positive effect on my love for my alter ego and the better eating habits. Fingers crossed that it may continue. I am not getting over enthusiastic; I want to take a more considered approach for once and take things slowly. Little steps.......